So I just finished Days.

I don't think I've actually cried this hard for a video game or a movie ever before. Oh my god my chest is aching and my eyes wont stop leaking. I'm even shaking. I'm not even kidding.


There's no way I'm getting to sleep now gfndkjnfdjkhfd




Possibly a review of what I thought of it later, when I can actually... form coherent thoughts.

God don't you hate it when you think you are going to app for someone at an RP, and then go to reserve them, knowing full well that they aren't reserved, to only find someone beat you to it LAST NIGHT. Someone who has characters in the rp already. The only reason I didn't reserve sooner was because I knew I wouldn't be able to get the app in. I'm working on that film all week this week, and then I've got ormery over on the weekend, so I'd have no time for apps at all. Fffff. I'm kinda pissed with myself for not doing it sooner.

And I was really looking forward to getting my Axel muse out in a rp again, specially since Remi really wanted me there. And Elle signed up for Yuffie too. Maaaaaan. Damnit. Sorry Remi and Nai. Someone beat me to it and I'm kinda bummed about it.


I guess this will let me focus on my damn schoolwork then.

I had a ormery inhabiting my house for the past few days, which was lovely. It's seriously reawakening my love for DC comics. AAA. It's making it's work get me some of the Titans Go! Trade paperbacks and I am like ffffffkfkhghjgjnfm. WE SPENT MOST OF THOSE TWO DAYS, BTW, WATCHING TEEN TITANS. FUCK YES. but of course meant that I was dead to the internet. DID I MISS ANYTHING GAIZ?

Other than that, I'm somewhat better from my cold, and I'm back at University now (SO LONG REGULAR MEALS, SOB SOB). I also have that 2000 word essay to write still.. I'll get to it eventually, seeing as its due Wednesday. Ahaha. D8

Its also occurred to me that I should maybe sell some of my Doujinshi. The exchange rate is good for me to sell to the states, and all my doujin is just collecting dust, and I really need the money. All of it is good condition, and the art is good in most of them. Would anyone be at all interested in buying any? I'll probably post it on the kh yaoi LJ, but I was gonna open it up to my flist first. I've got, 11 AxelRoxas (most of which are pretty pagey books), 1 SasoDei (Contrail), 1 KakashiObito and 1 AllenLavi.

If anyone shows any interest I'll do a photo post. No idea how much I'm going to sell them for, seeing as a lot of them vary in size and content - for example I have FineFineFine! (AxelRoxas) volumes one and two are lumped into one book, so that would be more expensive than volume three which is on its own. But if you express any interest, let me know C:

http://www.square-enix.co.jp/kingdom/days/
XION

She is introduced as member No.14 into Organization XIII. Similar to Roxas, she is one of the few wielders of the Keyblade. Probably since it's a common feature between them, she seems to get along with Roxas well, and opportunities to hang out with both Roxas and Axel increase. Triggered by events during missions, she comes to gradually doubt her own existence.
(if someone could verify these translations, I'd be most obliged.)




Okay so on reflection of the translated trailer I'm beginning to pull some ideas together for Axel's raeg halfway through for the lines:

"Stop fooling around! What do you take me for? I've decided. No matter how often you guys run away, I'll bring you back every time."

Now when I first saw this, the translations weren't available, and it was indicating that it wasn't plural. Because of the new ones, and this new information, I can see Xion questioning her existence to the point of getting Roxas to question his. And if she runs away to try and discover her true self, I think she could probably talk Roxas into going with her. Why sit in the Organization if they can go find answers about themselves and the keyblades? Yeah. I can see Roxas leaving with her. And if Roxas leaves, Axel gets angry.

I think I could like Xion if this happened, because I can honestly see Roxas doing that, but Axel cannot like her. He'd probably be interested with her, and tolerate her, but like her? Nhhrn. I'm so worried about this game. (but fuck yes, multiplayer)


EDIT
Elle raises some very good points over here -> http://otilu.livejournal.com/50219.html Please give them a look over?

Yup. Even though Halloween kind of sucked cause my friends boyfriend was over and they started having an argument when I was there (AWKWARD), and the uni one was more aimed at the jocks, I STILL LIKED DRESSING UP. No candy was consumed though. this is a sad day. Wales you Fail.

My nose is now red from the fake blood :< (also, do I not make the most awesome facial expressions ever)

I did however draw some Luls fanart of Axel and Roxas.

( UNDER CUT :D )

axel test run. messy make up and bad wig warning. :'D

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need to stop with the pouting. geez.
also, the wig is kind of shitty. Okay for casual axel cause I'm just gonna tie it up, but not good for orgy axel. good thing I wont be doing him anytime soon. Maybe I should get a wig commission :/
OVERALL I like it, but its rushed, last minute but I dont care. Would be better with other bits and bobs, but it'll do.


lmfao I am so going to get judged for being short and stout and crappy wig. OH WELL.

I was talking to sira this morning, and she mentioned that she was scanning things. This got me to thinking that maybe I should scan some of my Axel/Roxas Doujin, considering that I have so much of it, and that scans are pretty rare. SO heres gonna be a list of the Doujinshi that I've scanned.

Today i've only done two cause I ran out of time (using my friends scanner, and we had to go to a lecture) and they are both in Japanese. But part of the reason for me scanning them is a hope that someone will translate for me :D I was thinking about posting on khyaoi even though these two are actually tame as fuck. More baw fluff than anything.

- Comment if you are taking please~ c:

OKAY HERE WE GO

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K. omg I cant wait to go home :c

This is just me rambling about my reaction to KH 358/2 days trailer which I only just saw. B|
For those of you who haven't seen it with subs:


So I finally got my youtube working again (it was being weird and not letting me watch any videos) and I went looking for this trailer, and I found the subbed ones. Although I'm excited about this game - theres no doubt about that; I am also pretty skeptical about what they are going to do with Xion, Axel and Roxas. TBH she's seeming to be a pretty big mary-sue if you ask me.

That bit with Axel shouting at her, it gives the impression that Xion means something to him, and that would directly conflict with his dying statement to Sora in KH2 which is 'He was the only one I ever liked.' Plus I think it would change his characterization. Same with the bit with Roxas. It pisses me the fuck off to see Axel giving a shit about anyone other than Roxas. I mean, come on. What. >B| There is a shitload of things that don't make sense and conflict with the first three games and I am so worried that the characterizations of Axel and Roxas are going to be compromised so that they can fit Xion in.

It sucks, mainly because the majority of the people looking forward to this game ship Axel/Roxas, and the general idea that fandom has was that it was meant to be a game about them.

I don't know. I can only make presumptions and theorize, but I find myself very very wary and skeptical of this game now.

I'm still gonna get it, but man. I hope they don't completely change Axel and Roxas for the sake of retconning.

seriously what the fuck Nomura

I am so tired, ormery WHY DO YOU ALWAYS TAKE SO MUCH OUT OF ME. fff
It came to see me for the weekend. Thanks for coming, Squeak butt, I liked having someone else to TALK TO AND HUG AND ;_; i miss you already.

on the way home from dropping it off at the train station, I drew a six year old axel, I thought I would share. its lulz. and cute.

( BAW )

THAT IS ALL.

- Oh and Nai? Please feel better soon. I'm worrying about you.

Nurrr okay so the internet at home is mocking me.

It keeps deciding it wants to die, and then I emo and wangst about it and go do something more constructive with my time, and then it switches back on. I think its telling me I should take a break from it.

That or it hates me.


Buying the wood for Chakrams and Keyblades on Saturday :D Also! GOT A NEW DS KJSKD ITS SO PRETTY AND RED AND UGH. I keep petting it. Nngnhhgn. But I also spent about £40 on makeup and hairporducts because I was so low. That’s about $80 all you amerigays. Yeah. |:
Hnn what else. Getting my hair trimmed and bits bleached and dyed some point next week. My friend Ania came over and saw what the hairdresser did and was like I CANT HAVE YOU WALKING AROUND WITH THAT HAIR! And I was like I KNOW MAN. And she is gonna cut it for me and actually put some layers in like I asked the stupid hairdresser to, which she ignored. Rgh.

Here.

Have some retarded photos of me being retarded.






Also! Happy belated birthday to sira!! I'll be sending something out when I get a chance too and I am doodling something for yew c: <3 ILU BBY


Kthnxbye. 

going to Abersoch in Wales with otilu tomorrow, and we are staying in an apartment near to the coast and boating and beaching and being awesome. (we will also be scheming behind certain paranoia!mod's back, buahaha.) But of course, no internet for a week. OH WELL. I have books to read, CoM to play, and things to draw.

Its gonna be pretty awesome though. cept for the fact that by the time I get back, squeaky will have left the country for France. :C No epic AU rp for three whole weeks. I think my Axel muse might cry if he wasn't too manly too. (shutup, the crystalline tear does not count) Hopefully by the time she gets back I'll have some chakrams to show off. I want to mount them on my wall at uni :C

Anyways, don't miss me too much. like you would, lol.

I made some cookies this evening. The usual, star shaped sugar cookies with Royal icing, start shaped cinnamon sugar cookies and thumbprint cookies. they all look so tasty. I made them for squeaky, who I am seeing on Wednesday \o/

I also made these. THEY ARE SO CUTE I DONT WANT TO EAT THEM D:


i think this officially makes me a little too obessed with Axel and Roxas 8|

EDIT OF AWESOME new journal layout~!! ISNT IT CUTE?!

Week one of work – complete. One more week to go @_@

So hey, how are you guys? I haven’t spoken to many of you lately, and that makes me sad, because PUWA WUBS YEW. Not much has been going on with me except becoming a slave to my tablet and the apple macs at college to try and finish my FMP. Auuughhh it takes so much out of you wtf. Because I’m taking an art foundation, not everyone is animating, and out of the three that are I am middle to completion. So that means, Oliver is almost done, then its me, and then theres Phil.. who apparently hasn’t started yet. And we have barely a week left. Crazy fucker.

Some of you know I’ve been having problems with my keyboard (shutup I CAN spell, its totally the keyboard >___>) and I sent a HALP email to dell because I broke a few of the keys when I cleaned it the other day, and they are sending me a new one hopefully this Monday or Tuesday. That I have to install on my own e_e

WHAT ELSE.

OH.

Thinking about dropping out of appledcore, or at least drop to Axel and Obito only. Not sure yet. May well decide against it. Still just thinking.

I’m modding at cfeit_project which is gonna be an AWESOME plot rp with lots of crazy stuff going on. Take a look~! Its gonna be awesome. I play Axel there, and design the graphics and help with the story and be generally a useless waste of mod powers. Its awesome.

doomette, are you alright? I haven’t really spoken to you, but from your journals you seem not to be 100% :C I wish I was around more for you. ILU TWINBABY <3


okay, so mini update, DONE.

oh, and one more thing.
be good to each other. <3

I should probably update this. lol.

So yeah, I didn't get into University. Bah. Bastards. And I thought the interview went well D: Its okay though, cause I've gotten over it <3 So don't worry about me.

My birthday was cool! I had a few friends over, and we JUGGLED. Well, I didn't juggle, cause I can barely catch two, but all my other friends were like, doing fancy shamancy tricks with their balls. (rofl) it was fun C: I GOT PHOENIX WRIGHT: ACE ATOURNEY? FUCK ITS ADDICTIVE. I keep wanting to stab Edgeworth. Even if I'm defending him |:

ahaha. I just pulled an all nighter too C:

AND NOW THE MAIN REASON FOR THIS POST:


My Cherry tree is flowering! ITS SO PRETTY. ;____;

Here have some photos.


BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE THIS TO BE FAKE (lol) HERE ARE SOME MORE PHOTOS 8D



Okay now that that is out of my system, here, have some appledcore !Crack.


okay ilu byebye <3

i just spent lots of money on AkuRoku Doujinshi. Very very very pretty doujinshi. 4 books.


i need to stop >>;


OKAY SO. This is mizumaru coming at you with my new acount. I've been meaning to change my name for the longest time in the world, cause I hate the old one. bluuhh.


..my axel plushie is hanging out with squeakies roxas. and I find it incredibly cute. ;__;